Everyone must be ever feel REGRET, just like DREAM, sometimes regret affecting our life, directly or not. But what we have to do is not to being felt regret for our whole life, learn for what we regretted. Stand up from what we paralyzed for. Run for the purpose that God had settled to us before we born.
Either I or you ever felt how regret is, sometimes I think what was my best regret in life? And the answer is, "I don't know what my serious goal!". I always think so many goals without set the way to reach it. Okay, I tell you my own story, I came from broken home family. My mom gave birth to me without I knew who's my father is. Then she married another man, who insisted is not my bio father, not so long they divorced.
But thankfully to God, I live with my aunt & my grandma also with my mom, they taught me how to become a Christian, how to become a successful woman. Taught me to attended to church, to Sunday school, even I don't have father, I knew that I have Jesus as my Father. When I'm in 4th grade, I hated my mom, I hated why I've been born in such of a family like this? Why I'm not be born in normal family like some of my friends? But again thank God, I've been saved from all of the bitternesses in my heart.
I regretted that no one taught me to set my goal with seriously, no one taught me to learn & study hard to reach my goal. My family was indeed a warm family respect for each others, a very relaxed family type, but not the type of family as I expected, where they could guideed me to be able to achieve some of my best goal. I expected at that time was the family that controls me, teach me many things.
It is kind of my regretted, that I not set my goal! I was too independent in the middle of relaxed family. Since I'm in elementary through senior high school, I always asked myself about what kind of skills & abilities that could supported me in the future to reaching my goal. Then I attended at English language courses (the best one from I knew!) to improved my English skills. I followed the study guidance to learn the best there, so they could helped me able to study well and take school lesson better, because I know none of any adult people in my home who could helped me to do my homework from school.
What's the result? I'm smartest than I thought myself was. I could done my study until now perfectly, at a great rate. I have IQ rate at 125 (not bad, right?). But, lived and grown up with families that too relaxed like that made me became the kind of person so relaxed and less serious in dealing with various problems, also Including in terms of learning , my way of study, I am also not serious. So that there's a time I feel regretted, why I didn't learn & study seriously? maybe I could reach Noble, haha, just joke okay!
Thanks God, when I fallen, He took me back. He saved my life from all bitternesses, I now can always give thanks for all of He do to me, even with my family, I feel grateful for them, they were the best family I ever had. No one could compared with them, every family have it's own good & bad side, right? So no one feel regretted when He touch us with everlasting & unconditional love!
I love my family, some people call me family woman, haha!
Enjoy this wonderful day...God bless you all...
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